I don't suppose

I don't suppose it would be nice if the sun stayed out and it got a little better for me playing the violin outside today to make some money for food would it? If there were such a thing like a weather god now would be the time to warm the air a little down here on this planet where i sit. Maybe you could even throw a few dollars towards me to make my day? no, I thought you would say that. after all you do not make my life easy as it is...

Aftermath of the relationship

So I am drained so far and have not had a lot of sleep, it would be nice though to have some money. I ahve no job, no money and no source of income that I can count on.
Ben was a lot of things, and he wasn't a lot of things... the point being that I am glad for the time we had together, but it is time now to move on... so let it be please....