She thought

She thought she knew me as a kid and that I would be the same sweet child as an . She was and is wrong though I should probably never tell her. We have company tonight she won't like, but this is my life, and this is how I live it. So enter my domain and watch what you say because not all nightmares happen when you are safe asleep...
Would she forgive me for the things she does not know; I wonder how much she knows as a mother towards my current life style. It makes me smile as I carry on the daily tasks that I set for myself everyday.

the poetry she never liked because it was too sad, now, has become a book of evil that she may never have the sense to read because she wants to believe the world is a safe place and no harm will ever come to her. This I have learned is never true, Maybe one day the rest of all mothers' will understand the old ways no longer apply.