The Music Keeps on Going

I used to love classical music; that is until I discovered that I was depressed due to having studied it most of the time. Then I listened to Avro Part, A guy who creates Gregorian chants even though he lives in the twenty first century. His music carries hope, hatred, loud resonating tones, and beauty where most people can't find it.
I played in a production of the song Te Deum; a thirty minute song of singing, intense singing I must add, and a small ensemble to back them up. I was the second violinist for that. It was beautiful the night we performed it. Two months later though I quit playing. And Now I am officially back at it again, except all I do is improvise the emotions that are inside and in other people. If I could teach it I would, But it is a skill I believe cannot be taught without the natural ability to be there first. And who was it that got me playing again? Avro Part... because he makes it all so much easier.